...AND, AFTER ALL, IF YOU ASK ME : IS IT REALLY THIS ONE, THE ONE WHO YOU WANTED TO BECOME?

TRYING TO MOVE THE WALL OF MY FEARS

MASKS - WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM YOURSELF - WHAT DO YOU WANT THE OTHERS TO SEE OF YOURSELF - WHAT DO YOU WANT TO SEE - WHAT DO YOU WANT - WHAT DO YOU WANT YOU TO WANT

OBSERVING THE FUTURE - CONSIDERING THE PAST - SKEWED TO THE RIGHT - A DRAG ON MY CIGARETTE

TRYING TO TAKE OFF MY MASKS

SETSUBUN

DER KÖRPER

Live Performance & Video Installation : APOTROPIA + DEI MIRACOLI

WHEN SUDDENLY SOMETHING BECOMES SOMETHING ELSE, SOMETHING NEW.

AGAIN MY MASKS AND MY FEARS

Grazie APOTROPIA . Grazie Antonella e Cristiano. Grazie per essere stati gli unici di tutte le persone che conosco (alcune delle quali farebbero parte della categoria AMICI, altre ancora che si prendono la libertà di annoverarsi in tale categoria) ad avermi donato l'unica cosa che reputo davvero importante per iniziare al meglio un nuovo anno : l'entusiasmo della creatività, la voglia di comunicare e condividere, il desiderio di scoprirsi, capirsi, svelarsi e liberarsi attraverso l'espressione del proprio sentire. Che questo possa accompagnarci per tutto il 2013 ed oltre. Grazie.

ABOUT 2013

I do not know if people think I dance just for fun.

I never understood if they think that I always change my haircut just to be stylish.

...or, again, if I write my bullshits just because I'm arrogant or opinionated.

...and I don't sleep at night because I'm crazy or whatever more.

I do not know if no one of them have ever considered my sincere need to share and manifest a discomfort with the forms to which we are subjected, so far away from the beauty of Nature. 

This discomfort is part of each one of us. This is what I see and hear, every day, around me, very loud and clear. This is the reason why I don't give up with my personal (maybe useless, maybe wrong) form of liminal communication.

A 2013 full of clarifications, dialogues, specifications, sincere words and sensible (not sensitive, dear Italian people...) long sentences, spoken for specific reasons and again honest hugs and intense eyes looking both inside the others. This is what I wish for me, this is all I want for me and for the people around me. 

This should be kosen-rufu.

SOMETIMES LIFE LEAVES ME WITHOUT THE CAPABILITY OF THINKING, UNDERSTANDING, EVALUATE. THEN I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE BUT JUST TO OBSERVE THE REALITY AROUND ME AND ACCEPT IT.

When a dream comes true 

is not a dream anymore

when a dream ends

is not even a memory.

TO EMERGE FROM THE DARKNESS AND THEN TO SUBMERGE IN THE DARKNESS AGAIN

MEDUSE

REFLECTIONS

Sometimes I wonder if love has really anything to do with the loved one

or it's just a powerful movie in our heads

that comes from some strange alchemy

and which overlaps with the reality

changing the contours of our lives

giving us the illusion of a special connection

an imperishable relation with the loved one

Then, thank God

I remember

that reality and illusion

are terribly unstable concepts

that feed on each other

penetrating each other into dreams

like two lovers.

MASKS . FACADES . COVERS . POINTS OF VIEW . IDEAS

Then sometimes I stop just for a moment

and I ask to myself

if this is what I really want

what I really need

what I really wanna feel.

MY GRANDFATHER WAS A BAKER - MY FATHER WAS A DOCTOR - I AM A DANCER

...and if I made something wrong by chance ?

SOMETIMES I MISS SOMETHING.

THEN I JUST REALIZE,

THAT I'M MISSING MYSELF.

BIRTH, CUTS AND CHANGES

 If love disappoints me

if people disappoint me 

if life disappoints me...

well...

then...

probably... 

there is something disappointing 

inside myself

inside my soul

inside my mind

a part of me 

that I should face

or change

or defeat 

or forgive

.

.

.

at least.

in toughts, words and actions. not to show. but believing it. feeling it.

forgivenesses.

someone told me these words once... 

if somebody you love is so able to say so... 

my verbal answer "Yes, I'm sure about it. Yes, indeed."

forgivenesses.

my though........ 

someone told me these words once... 

"...it's surely coming from a very strong feeling for you..."

in toughts, words and actions. not to show. but believing it. feeling it.

someone that truely loves you