Then sometimes I stop just for a moment

and I ask to myself

if this is what I really want

what I really need

what I really wanna feel.

MY GRANDFATHER WAS A BAKER - MY FATHER WAS A DOCTOR - I AM A DANCER

...and if I made something wrong by chance ?

SOMETIMES I MISS SOMETHING.

THEN I JUST REALIZE,

THAT I'M MISSING MYSELF.

BIRTH, CUTS AND CHANGES

 If love disappoints me

if people disappoint me 

if life disappoints me...

well...

then...

probably... 

there is something disappointing 

inside myself

inside my soul

inside my mind

a part of me 

that I should face

or change

or defeat 

or forgive

.

.

.

at least.