I WONDER . THE WONDER

I'm quite disinterested, selfless, almost detached in this period. Probably a reaction to all the things happened lately. Sometimes I'm afraid to be lazy. Sometimes I am lazy for real. I know I could do much more but... as I said... I'm quite disinterested... maybe disillusioned. It happend already few times in my past, yes, but never so deeply, so vast that it includes almost everything... also my dreams.
I DON'T HAVE A DREAM TO FIGHT FOR, right now. This is it.
Dance, faith, love, friends, coincidences, eyes, looks, words, steps, sweat, situations, projects, books, shows, stages, trips, sleeps... nothing seems to touch me. Is it depression? I don't think so.
I still love life, even in this kind of moments, cause is here that I see the Miracle, the Wonder of life...
EVERYTHING IS HAPPENING. Even when it looks like we are stuck in a state of mind. And it doesn't mean that a miracle is something that we consider right or good. We don't know what it will bring to us in the future. The consequences. We don't know the future and this is the MIRACLE, precisely.
The present, what the present will bring to us, how everything is visible and invisible, constantly changing, bringing the seed of what will be and what was... 
...also when it's tragic...
...sometimes exactly because it's tragic... 
...and than we can se the WONDER.

We are the miracle,only for the simple fact that we exist.