TO STOP TO DREAM ABOUT LOVE

To stop to dream about love it doesn't mean that I will stop to love.
This is out of my possibilities and decisions, something out of my control.
To stop to dream about love it means something else.
Living the reality.
Observing what I have around.
Listening carefully to the people, trying hard to understand what they are saying to me without making my own movie.
No idealization.
No mystification.
No art.ification.
I know is gonna be a hard process. I'm too used to twist the world and words through my personal artistic point of view, escaping sometimes, other times just letting my mind floating with the clouds, reaching undiscovered universes, recreating, melting, replacing, mixing, dancing with my life.
I know it's dangerous even if it's wonderful...
The wonder of life, the wonder of art.
The wonder of love.



I know they are gonna say I'm cold, I'm different, I'm sad, depress, weird, strange, too quite to be A.M.M. This is what is already happening lately.
But is a process... and even if I don't know where it will bring me... I feel like to do it.

Too many mistakes in my past, too many representations of something that does not exist, of someone that is not the one, of another myself.

But, hey, take care people with the way in which you are gonna watch me, the words you are gonna use with me, the gestures and the touches...

As I already said, I'm ready to kill. And I will not use any violence, no...
I will just let my soul shine so brightly that everything else will become just dust.